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I live for the finer things in life. whiskey, trash tv, monster trucks, tattoos, nudie mags. I may be a girly girl but i can still kick your ass.

I'm addicted to power. fame. attention. passion. energy. recognition. confrontation. misery.

Sometimes I'm all together sick and tired of this shit town.. Sometimes I would give my left leg to get on the next plane out of here and never look back. I'm sick of snot nosed little bitches thinking they run the town, know your place. Everyone knows their neighbour's business, there's shit all to do but blow your money on stupid rubbish you really don't need, people you don't even know talk about you, shit talk everything from the shoes you wore last week to things they heard you're doing now a days that you didn't even know you were doing. You can't escape the wrath of suburban gossip. But in a way, I think it's comforting to know that people lesser than you take the time to discuss you in detail. You mean something to them. Have it be positive or negative, you're not worthless. It's a confidence booster. I love hearing that I'm being talked about by people I once trusted but decided to erase out of my life because then I know I made the right decision when I decided it was time for them to fuck off.

You can't live up to other people's standards, and if you do, you're weak. I know I don't. I'm proud to walk around in my own skin. I wear my make up my own way, whether you appreciate it or not, I speak my mind, I express myself however I feel, whether it be blunt and rude or ARTICULATIVE - fuckin idiot, I love the people I love, for my own reasons, I am myself. Plain and simple. No strings attached. If you like me, great. If not, great. If you talk shit, fuck yourself. You once appreciated the person I am, and if you've never gotten to know me yet have vindictive feelings towards me, you're a feeble being who isn't good enough to have the oppurtunity to be a part of my life.

Do I honestly think of other people's opinions when I make a decision to do something? No. Will it make me any happier if I were to please everybody? No. Do I give a flying fuck if someone doesn't like the way I speak, my gestures, or my way of life? No. Fuck you if you have a problem with me.> If you don't like how I look, don't fucking look at me. If you could care less about me, then care less about me. Stop creeping my fuckin page, keeping tabs on my life and whereabouts, keeping tabs on my best friend, latest news and gossip. Go purchase yourself a copy of US weekly from your local drug store if you want to snoop through people's lives. If you're going to be a nosey douche, own up to it. Admit to the fact that you're wrapped up in other people's lives to fill that void in yours.

Alas, I do realize being so direct may lead to some minimum if not slightly stimulating confrontation, in which case I say bring it on! I love how life can be so unpredictable and exciting. It's what drives me. I'm a paradox. I know you're in love with me now, right?

loves: lace, kisses, hugs & hand-holding (& boys who support my caffeine addiction!, dancing, romance, hot Apple Cider, driving, lipglass, M.A.C, fake n' bakin, movies, shopping!!! - like their running out of stores. hot hair. nice smiles. class. coconut tanning oil. french vanilla. bottled water. the breeze from my window at night. rock&metal music. trash TV. monster trucks. 4x4's. late night phone calls. cuddeling!!!. travelling. fashion. girls night. pam anderson. night time. the beach. vampires. paris. glam. tommy lee. perfection. cooking. volunteering. blockbuster nights. thunderstorms. SNAZ75. driving. being told i'm beautiful. sleeping in. Playboy. my laptop. rock&roll. cosmo&people. manicures/pedicures. eBay & online shopping!!. organic everything. photos. skulls w/ pink bows. BAD boys who know when to be good. romance. tatts&piercings. going for walks. Energy. my friend Jack. alcohol. baby kitties & puppies!!aww@that. special dates. cartoons. nighttime. 17th ave shopping. mini cafes. boat parties. pina coladas.

eww@: people with/ bad breathe, ugly teeth, low confidence, ugly personalitys. bad drivers!!!. DRAMA. air heads. dull & absentminded people. (there's NOTHING worse then being boring!!), gossip, rumors, females who rip off my profile--get your own identity, mines taken. kthnx. being sick. being tired. feeling sore. boys who play their scandalous games. when i lose interest in people. disappointments. smokers. losers: drug dealers/users. girls who don't have any style. plain janes/johns (haha!!). having no energy. people who stare. jealousy. super hot weather. people who cancel plans @ the last moment and/or don't tell you. excuses. when guys become clingy, and obsessive.